Back to my Roots by Tessa Elaine

Author:Tessa Elaine [Elaine, Tessa]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2017-10-18T18:30:00+00:00

Dear Lucas,

I need you to know the truth, Dorian was my boyfriend. Emphases on the was, almost a month ago he asked me to marry him and I said no. I hadn't heard from him or seen him other than a voicemail he left Saturday since I turn down his proposal. My roommate said he wasn't taking the rejection well and was heading to Eureka to convince me we belong together.

Dumb ass, I left her there with that crazy asshole. No wonder she left, God I really fucked up. I continue to read.

I sent him back to Seattle. I never loved Dorian and I don't think I ever could. I have only ever loved one man. That's why I left you the one thing I took with me when I left seven years ago. Every time I was at my worst I would look at this picture and it made me smile. That photo holds everything I had left that I loved. I left then because it was too hard to stay and be happy, I felt like I was betraying them in some way. Just moving on while they were gone.

So, I moved and submerged myself in my grief. I want you to know I haven't smiled as much as I did with you this week in a long time. Being with you reminded me of that, even if it was only a few days. Please tell Sarah I love her and she will always be the sister I never had. Tell Wyatt he is the strongest person I know and I am so proud of him. When things come to pass for him and he finally goes after the one thing he loves the most, promise me you won't stand in his way. He deserves to be happy and there is only one person in this world that can do that.

Please tell your mom and dad I love them dearly and they will forever be my second parents. They are dear to my heart. Your father gave me some great advice and I'm going to follow it. As for you my sweet Lucas, know that you will forever hold my heart. I can never love anyone the way I love you. I hope this isn't goodbye forever, but it was time for me to go home. I realized I'm not the same girl I used to be and I don't belong in Eureka anymore.

The look on your face told me everything.

We no longer know each other and nothing can be built without trust. Please don't feel bad about all of this, this is my fault for staying gone so long. For now, this is goodbye.

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